A Stage 4 Awakening

What does it really mean to live each day like it's your last? How close have you come to living your last day? Many know the answer. I've been told that I was close and God and Universe know that I am grateful for each second that has been granted since. But, if I try, I can go back within certain situations that made me feel like I need to get something done or spend more time with certain folks with a little more urgency. I hold on to those feelings as a constant reminder to not waste time and to be present in the moments when I'm enjoying myself as well as when I am being challenged. LIFE. It has its ups and downs but we all know that at one time or another we will go onto the next realm, whatever that may be for you. So go for it. Live out your dreams. Take a chance and ROLL THE DICE, as my mother always says. For tomorrow is not promised. I want to live a life where I can say I tried my best and left it all on the court, field, rink, stage or what have you. I do not w

Many of my entries talk about finding a why. I myself used my why's, my wife, my kids, friends and family to inspire me to move forward with optimism throughout my journey battling cancer. In addition to the why I've put a phrase to what I've been consciously doing which is part of the reason why I keep my why in the forefront of all that I do. Most of the books that I've read and the one's on the to read list all have similarities in that they inspire. "Radical Remission", tells stories of people who were told by their doctors to go home and get your affairs in order and yet ten years later they are still here and living a healthy, cancer free life. This book gives hope. "The True Power of Water", talks about the power of positive words and thoughts towards water crystals and their formation and color results. "The Obstacle is The Way", talks about turning a challenge into an opportunity. The list goes on and on. I will talk about the

The old saying, "if you can see it and believe then you can achieve it", reigns true and the proof is in the pudding. Each day I write down and say my mantras of positivity, growth and gratitude. We got the news that the Bone Marrow Transplant was successful in that I am 100% my donor's marrow and blood type and I feel strong and healthy. The journey has been extensive and at times difficult and yet we experienced so much positivity and joy throughout. The pain and mistakes create wisdom when a lesson is learned. My vision and focus are pinpoint. I believe that the things that I see and want to happen in my life are happening. I see them happening. I am grateful that they are happening. I am cured. I am happy. I am healthy. I am rich. Much Love and Never Quit. 

 In my opinion,  our purpose is reviled through our adversities. The things that drive us to put our best foot forward, eliminate negativity, seek wisdom and to pay attention are the sources to reaching our greatest potential. I want to be the best me that I can be and strive to be that daily. I have checkins regularly with my community of friends and family who serve as coaches, encouragers, supporters and consolers. We all fight together to help each other obtain the goals that they seek to accomplish. I share my story in hopes to inspire someone to keep reaching, keep striving, keep taking the next step in accomplishing what they've set out to do. This week I received some life changing news. Good NEWS. My biopsy showed that I am officially 100% my donors marrow. I am now B+ blood type from A+. Along with that there is no sign of disease of any form. I have been given a fresh start and it is my duty and honor to share my story. Much love Never Quit,

 Let's face it. We don't do things or attempts things to hear no upon completion. In regard to applying to a school, getting a book published, a movie sold, or simply asking someone for a favor hearing no does not feel great. Fortunately there is positive news that comes from hearing the word no. In my line of business and throughout my journey battling cancer I have heard the word no hundreds if not thousands of times. I'm pretty sure it's closer to thousands. I've heard it so much that the pain though at times still peers its head, for the most part doesn't exist. I've taken the no's and turned them into not yet's. You see I'm living proof that the no's are leading to yeses if you just persist. My motto is, NEVER QUIT. I follow my heart and intuition. I know what I want out of life and I have graciously asked. I've asked out loud at times and I've learned that if I continue to work hard towards my goals and follow the signs, I will

 This year I have taken it upon myself to read the bible from start to finish. I was raised in a predominately Christian setting as my father was a devout Methodist. My mother, on the other hand, is Jewish and brought to my upbringing many cultural traditions and historic information as well. I myself was open to both learnings and embraced the beauty of faith and creation. In my thirties I became fascinated with the teachings of the Buddha. Once again being open to the possibilities of people having different faiths and practices and not being wrong or right. One thing that allowed this freedom in thought was when my father once told me, "How can I judge people who's religion was around thousands of years before mine?" I'll always love and admire him for that even though there was no doubt who his savior was. Circling back to my journey of the bible, it's almost like a journey in finding my faith. I talk a lot about manifesting and following the signs. Just recen

Is there that something in life? That something that you just can't shake no matter how many other things you've created to occupy your mind and time? Some say that's your true passion and others will say that it's your duty. I've mentioned many times before that part of my daily routine throughout my journey battling cancer and going through 3 transplants was to read stories about those who overcame extreme adversity as well as those who not only survived but thrived while battling a life threatening disease. These stories along with my community of family, friends, doctors and faith brought me through extraordinarily tough times. Thus, though it is my passion to inspire, it is my duty to share my story and to add to the many that have inspired and encouraged me in hopes that my story will also give hope to others in the fight.  Much Love Never Quit