Need Vs. Want

 I need. I need. What do I actually need? I need good health in order do my daily responsibilities as a husband, father, and contributing member to society. I have taken upon myself, really doing me best, to think about the repercussions of all actions, statements and thoughts. I believe this would be common for those who have faced life threatening diseases and such. I thought I needed a lot. I want to excel in all that I do. I do my best to produce my best work. My fields of work are lucrative when one does well. Then comes the decision to trick yourself into knowing that it feels better to have the money to be able to buy the commerce but not buying it anyway. 

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